Tuesday, March 24, 2009 [:
things turn black&white to me now .
where has all the colour go ? ohgawd , i also dont know why .
hmms, drank two of it just now , feel so weird .
dont know why, its not because of the taste.
its because of the feel . i dont feel anything now .
things went wrong for me and im trying to make it right now .
especially R/s , Argh i dont know why is it so !
i just want things to turn out good for me :X
maybe im right uh , my name just dont seems to exist
in you . but i aint giving up that easily O:
i promised myself that . but that pain inside me is
starting to make me unbearable , its making me insane .
but i know all of this are god's idea , since fate let it go this way .
than let it be, cause im going be the one to handle my own fate (:
Maybe LOVE can change me , back to what i use to be (:
Love doesn't appear to have another chance.