Saturday, March 21, 2009 [:
Bottled my feelings up , its turn way sour .
faking a smile is easy but that isn't my real smile .
wanted to speak out loud to someone , but there isn't anyone out
there to listen to me .
no point writing , cause i know you wont read and bother .
but i really can stand it anymore .
i dont want any concern, cause it wont help it in anyway .
i just dont want things to go wrong , thus causing me to go haywire .
tell me , things will turn out right one day .
but when is the one day coming ?
shall i wait till the day i die ?
even death is an option now to me .
Tears flow down my cheeks when i've thought about you .
unable to speak whats in my mind .
only able to see you smiling happily on the another side .
maybe till the day when we walked together , will be the day
where i speaks out loud .
or maybe
my name don't even exist in your mind , im just an extra .
an extra trying to seek your attention .
Labels: Bottled feelings .
Love doesn't appear to have another chance.